A HOTEL ROOM IN LONDON, JANUARY 2026.
Alex Lifeson looks uncomfortable as he sits
on the sofa next to the man he fired from Rush more than 55 years ago.
The big schism happened back in
1969. The band — at the time a four-piece led by drummer John Rutsey
and also featuring keyboard player
Lindy Young — were stuck in a rut.
The strong-willed Rutsey decided that
they needed to shake things up, and
he decided to throw the kid they had
singing and playing bass under the
bus. Lindy Young was tasked with
delivering the news. Lifeson? He says
he just went along with it.
“It was nothing to do with me,” he
protests today. “It was the other guys.”
“I’m still not over it,” says Geddy Lee, the one on the receiving end of
that P45 all those years ago.
He’s joking, of course. After a summer of taking acid, Lee rejoined his former bandmates and they picked up more or less where they left off.
“It worked out OK,” says Lee, with
knowing understatement.
It’s January 2026 and a welcome
burst of winter sunshine is lighting
up the high-end central London hotel
suite where the pair are currently
holding court. Six months ago, this
would have been unthinkable, at least
in a professional capacity. Rush were
over and done with, their illustrious
career as a working band wrapped up
and neatly packed away following the
triumphant R40 tour in 2015.
That unexpectedly changed last
October. The announcement that Lee
and Lifeson were resurrecting Rush
for a US arena tour, dubbed the Fifty
Something tour, in the summer of
2026 was greeted with a mix of shock
and euphoria. Shows sold out, more
were added. A few weeks after we
speak, a run of UK and European dates
are announced for 2027. Demand is
equally high. It’s the biggest comeback
of the decade.
“We thought we’d do a couple of
nights here and a couple of nights
there,” says Lee. “We didn’t think we’d
do four shows in each city that would
sell out in a matter of days. That’s
never happened to us.”
“We're an overnight sensation 50
years in the making,” says Lifeson
with a grin.
It’s funny watching and hearing Lee
and Lifeson in action. They bounce off
each other with the easy rapport of
men who have known each other since
they were 13 and — the odd temporary
dismissal aside — have stayed close
ever since. They’re often hilarious, too:
Lifeson exuberant, Lee wryer and drier.
The Two Stooges.
There’s one person missing, of
course. Neil Peart was Rush’s drummer
and lyricist from 1974 until their
retirement, as well as the Third Stooge
in their comedy pyramid. His death in January 2020 didn’t just rob the world
of a phenomenal musician, it robbed
Geddy Lee and Alex Lifeson of their
best friend.
Paradoxically, if Peart was still here
then there’s a high likelihood that
this reunion wouldn’t be happening.
It was the drummer who precipitated
Rush’s original retirement, and he
showed no sign of wanting to unretire,
even as Lifeson and especially Lee
clung to the hope that Rush wasn’t
truly over and done.
TORONTO, THE LATE 1960s.
It was Alex Lifeson who got Geddy Lee
stoned for the first time.
The two of them had met in junior
high school when they were 13 years
old. They had a lot in common. They
were both children of Eastern European
immigrants — Lee’s parents were Polish
Jews and Holocaust survivors (an
incredible story detailed in the singer’s
phenomenal autobiography, My Effin’
Life), while Lifeson’s parents were from
Serbia. Both were aspiring musicians,
too, though it would be a while before
they played in a band together.
“We were total outsiders,” says Lee.
“We just connected. We didn’t hang
around with anyone else in our class.
We were just basically fucking around,
we weren't paying any attention.”
Lifeson: “Do you remember when we
joined typing class? We were the only
two guys in it. It was all girls. [Laughs]
Maybe that’s why we chose it.”
Then marijuana entered the picture.
“He was the one who introduced me
to it,” says Lee, nodding across the sofa
at his bandmate. “I was playing in this
other band whose drummer was a Who
freak — he dreamed of being in The
Who. Me and Al were hanging out,
sitting in one of these portable wooden
classrooms they had, and he gave me
my first joint.
“I got so fucking stoned. And then
I went, ‘Shit, I have to go to rehearsal.’
So Al came with me. We were walking in slow motion across the park and I got
to the guy’s house, and he looked at me
and went: ‘Look at your eyes, man. Are
you stoned?’ He was freaking out like
you’d expect your parents to freak out.
“I was, like, ‘This is a bummer,
man. Al, this guy’s a drag. I gotta go
home. How do I come down from this
stuff?’ And he went, [earnestly] ‘You gotta drink Coca-Cola. It brings you down.’ So, yeah, we kind of bonded
over marijuana.”
And you’ve never touched the
stuff since.
“And I never touched the stuff since,”
he says, though he may be joking.
LONDON, 2026.
In October 2023, Geddy Lee began a book tour of the UK in support of
his recently published autobiography
My Effin’ Life. The first date was in
Portsmouth. He was joined onstage
by a surprise guest — Alex Lifeson.
The two men spent the evening
joking, cackling and taking the piss out
of each other in front of the audience.
It wasn’t the first time Lifeson had sat
in on one of the book dates — he’d done
the same in the US. And it wasn’t the last—he’d rock up to the sold-out show
at the Barbican in London.
It might not sound like a big deal, but
it was illuminating as to the depth of
a friendship that’s fairly unique in
music. Rock stars who’ve been in each
other’s orbits for 60 years generally
don’t spend too much time together
when they absolutely don’t have to. It’s
hard to imagine Roger Daltrey turning
up to hang out with Pete Townshend
while he reads a book. Would Roger
Waters turn up to cheer David Gilmour
on? Heckle loudly, maybe.
“The thing is, we make each other
laugh,” says Lifeson of the foundation
of their friendship. “We like to just
goof around with each other. Whether
it’s onstage, in a hotel room or in his
living room.”
“He’s the funniest person I know,”
says Lee. “And I think I make him laugh too.”
You must argue, though.
“Of course,” says Lee.
What’s the worst argument you’ve ever had?
“We've never had any kind of serious
argument about music,” says Lee.
“Other shit, yes. Some stupid things. I remember one time during Grace
Under Pressure, I wanted to borrow your
car and you got all pissy with me. I was,
like, ‘What the fuck, man?’
Lifeson: “Really?”
Lee: “Yeah.”
Lifeson: [looking genuinely
apologetic] “Oh, sorry, man.”
Geddy’s done his book, Alex. When
do you do yours?
“Oh, as soon as I learn how to write,”
he says cheerfully.
LA FORUM,
LOS ANGELES, 2015.
The curtain came down on Rush’s R40
tour at the LA Forum on August 1,
2015. It was a glorious farewell, if a bittersweet one for at least two of
the men up there onstage.
“We still felt like we had lots of gas
in the tank and we could continue
going,” says Lifeson of Lee and himself.
“But there was no extending it or
looking beyond it. We just had to
accept it, as difficult as that was.”
Except even R40 might not have
happened if Neil Peart had had his way.
“Neil was done before that tour,” says
Lifeson. “He’d had enough of touring.”
Ironically, it was the guitarist who’d
really struggled with touring in recent
years. He’d been suffering from arthritis
and digestive issues for a while.
Lifeson would have been well within
his rights to call for a cessation of
touring, but Peart got there first. When
talk of what would become the R40
tour first arose, the drummer arranged
a band meeting.
“This was just after Al had had
surgery, and he wasn’t really recovered
from that,” says Lee. “He kind of limped
into the restaurant where we were
meeting, and sat down. Neil came in
with all this, ‘I don’t want to tour!’ Al said, ‘Well, I don’t know if I have many more tours in me, so I'd like to tour now.’ That’s the one thing Neil couldn’t
say no to, which pissed him off.”
He laughs at the memory.
“He said he went back to his room
that night at the hotel and went, ‘Fuck,
fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck... I can’t say no to
that guy.”
“He always reminded me of it,” says
Lifeson, sweetly.
TORONTO, THE 1960s.
Geddy Lee accurately describes Rush as
a “big venue band”. They’ve been a big
venue band for so long that it’s hard to
imagine them playing small venues.
But they did, for while at least, right at
the start.
The first time Lee and Lifeson played
together it was at The Coff-In, a once-
a-week club in the basement of St
Theodore’s of Canterbury, an Anglican
church in Willowdale, Toronto.
“I got a call from Alex going, ‘Ged,
we’ve got a problem,” says Lee. Jeff
Jones, the band’s original vocalist and
bassist, couldn’t make the gig. “I told
Al I didn’t know the set but he said we
could load in early and rehearse until
I did. And the rest, as my mother
would say, is history.”
When they weren’t busy temporarily
firing their new frontman (“Still sore,”
says Lee), they took whatever infrequent
gigs they could, graduating from high
schools and bar mitzvahs to bars
and clubs.
There were some mismatched
pairings along the way. Especially the
time they opened for lipstick-smeared
proto-punk pirates the New York Dolls
at Toronto’s Victory Theater in
October 1973. It was a hometown show,
so Rush were on relatively safe ground.
At least they assumed so.
Alex Lifeson was living north of
Toronto at the time and getting home
was an epic trek, not least with all his
gear to carry. Rather than take the
subway and a bus, he and his buddy
decided to hitchhike.
“It was a rainy night and thankfully
this couple pulled over to offer us
a lift,” he says, half-wincing at the
memory. “We got in the back seat and
we were driving along, and I said,
‘What have you been up to?’, just to
make conversation. And the driver
said, ‘We went to see the New York
Dolls.’ And his girlfriend said, “Yeah,
and the opening act was so awful, we
couldn’t believe it...’”
He mimes the woman’s face looking
down at the guitar he was holding at
the time and realisation dawning.
“We got to the bottom of the hill
and I said, ‘This is fine, we’ll get out
here.’ So we end up walking the rest
of the way in the rain, carrying my
guitar case. I was thinking: ‘Oh my
God, I’m gonna be a plumber for the
rest of my life.”
LOS ANGELES AND TORONTO, 2015.
Even after Geddy Lee walked offstage
at the end of the very last show on the
R40 tour, he wasn’t sure that Rush
were completely finished.
“I had hope,” he said. He raises his
hand and makes a small gap between
his thumb and his finger. “I had that
much hope.”
Alex Lifeson has a different memory
of the immediate aftermath of the show.
“I remember going back to the hotel
after the gig and there was a bit of
a party,” he says. “My family were
there, my grandkids were there. After
they’d all gone to bed, I went out onto
my balcony and sat there by myself and
had a smoke, feeling very lonely and so
melancholy. I was kind of crestfallen by
the end. The future seemed so dark.”
“I can tell you, the flight home after
the show was not a happy place,” says
Lee. “We were all very, very quiet. I have
a photograph that one of our guys took,
and you can feel it in that picture.”
Over subsequent months, the sliver
of hope that Lee initially felt faded. It
was clear that Neil Peart wasn’t going
to change his mind.
“They had filmed the tour and
recorded it and they wanted to put it
out, so we still had to talk about details
around that,” says Lee. “But I don’t
think our hearts were in it. It was hard
to focus on.
“I think, initially, I was a little pissed,
a little angry,” he continues. “And then
I had an email conversation with Neil,
because I had listened to the drum solo
he had picked. I wrote to him out of the
blue and said, ‘Dude, it was so fucking
good, I’m glad you picked the right one.
“And it brought up this whole
conversation about his new life and
how happy he was, and it broke that
feeling I had completely: ‘What kind
of friend are you, being so selfish,
thinking about yourself when this guy
is so happy now, this is what he wanted
and what he needed?”
Lee, an avid ornithologist, immersed
himself in bird watching and began
working on The Big Beautiful Book Of
Bass, the lavish coffee table book-come-
love letter to his chosen instrument.
Lifeson began working on musical
projects of his own.
“And then we got the terrible news
in September [2016] that Neil was ill,”
says Lee. “That scrambled everybody.
There was no thought of work.”
Lee and Lifeson would meet up from
time to time to have dinner, and they
would visit Peart to support their old
friend. His death, on January 7, 2020,
understandably hit them hard. The
fact that the Covid pandemic was
brewing at the same time only
compounded things.
“To have gone through the emotional
shock [of Peart’s death] and then to be
locked up, it was a pretty weird time,”
says Lee. “So that’s when I started
writing my memoir, and that really got
me through the next couple of years.
I think Al was well into his Envy Of
None project at the time, too.”
With Peart gone, and his former
bandmates immersed in their own
projects, that flicker of hope Lee had
felt in 2015 that Rush weren’t done was
finally extinguished.
Until it wasn’t.
LONDON, 2026.
One of Neil Peart’s most moving lyrics
appears on Rush’s 10th album, Grace
Under Pressure. The song, Afterimage,
deals with the mark people leave when
they’re gone, and the memories and
emotions their absence stirs.
Afterimage was a tribute to Robbie
Whelan, an assistant engineer at Le
Studio in Quebec, where Rush had
recorded several of their recent albums,
who had been killed in a car accident
while driving to the studio. ‘Suddenly,
you were gone,’ sings Lee, vocalising the
drummer’s words. ‘From all the lives you
left your mark upon.’
The poignancy of those lyrics has
only intensified since Peart’s death.
Today, as we sit in the hotel suite,
the drummer is almost an invisible
presence. Lee and Lifeson talk about
their old bandmate and friend warmly,
but they’re not above laughing at some
of his stranger foibles, presumably like
they would if he was sitting between
them right now.
Peart replaced John Rutsey in 1974.
Lee concedes that it was hard for this
gawky, slightly awkward kid to insert
himself into the tight friendship he and
Lifeson had.
“Oh yeah,” says the singer. “We’d
talk about him all the time like he was
an alien, ’cos he seemed kind of like an
alien. He was very different to anyone
else we hung around with. His hair
was too short, and he would talk about
things we never talked about — big,
weighty subjects. And he was reading
all the time.”
And you two weren’t readers?
Lee: “We read things like Lord Of
The Rings. We read the fun shit. He
read everything.”
Lifeson: “He was deep, all the time.”
Lee: “He was so verbose. He could
talk about anything. And that’s when
me and Al said, [conspiratorial
whisper], ‘Hey, he reads books. Let’s
make him do lyrics.’”
Lifeson: “He was a little reluctant, but
then he said, ‘Yeah, OK, I'll give it a try.’”
Lee: “It worked out OK, I think.”
It did work out OK. But Peart was
more than just an extraordinary
drummer and unique lyricist. He was
a key component of the perfectly
balanced chemistry that made Rush
who they were. Even now, it’s hard
to imagine the band without him —
not least for Peart’s family. How was
that conversation?
“It was uncomfortable,” Lee says
slowly. “They had to get their heads
around us moving forwards, which
they did, and they eventually gave us
their blessing. But yes, of course it
was surprising for them.”
WEMBLEY STADIUM, LONDON, 2022.
Rush’s path from retirement to
unretirement wasn’t entirely smooth.
The first flicker that a return wasn’t
beyond the realms of possibility came
in September 2022, when Lee and
Lifeson took part in the two tribute gigs to late Foo Fighters drummer
Taylor Hawkins at Wembley Stadium
in London and LA’s Kia Forum.
“The gig in London was one of the
greatest experiences I’ve ever had,”
says Lee. “What an outpouring of love.
It gave us an experience of playing
with different drummers, which was
interesting: ‘If we were to carry on, this
is what it’d be like...’ It gave us a spark.”
The two of them began talking about
the idea of resurrecting Rush, but
Lifeson changed his mind. He was busy
with his new project, Envy Of None,
plus he was suffering from digestive
issues that resulted in a surgery for
a hernia that left him feeling “poorly”.
But then by the end of 2024, these
two old friends started jamming again.
In Lee’s mind, the first song they
played was Freewill.
“And it was so hard,” he says. “I think
we'd forgotten how hard those songs
are to play. And we laughed and then
we picked up another song, and
another, and we just kept doing it. And
then this moved into this opportunity
to go back on the road...”
Lifeson says he still had reservations
about touring.
“I made a semi-commitment,” he
says. “I didn’t know whether we could
actually do it physically. Because
I didn’t want to take the chance that
we wouldn’t be as good as we were.
But the more we did that, the more
convinced I was that not only could we
do it, but we could do it really, really
well. Now I’m totally committed and
so glad I made that decision.”
A GOLF COURSE, UNSPECIFIED DATE.
Ask Geddy Lee and Alex Lifeson about
the funniest thing they ever saw Neil
Peart do where he didn’t mean to be
funny, and they both bring up the
exploding golf ball.
Back in the day, to alleviate the
drudgery of touring, Rush would hold
golf tournaments for the band and the
crew. Most of the Rush team didn’t
play golf, but that didn’t matter. They
turned up anyway.
“It was always so much fun,
everybody just hacking around,”
says Lifeson.
Peart was a hold-out. He wasn’t
a sports guy, and had zero interest in
golf. But they chipped away at him,
and eventually he grudgingly — very
grudgingly — agreed to come to one
of their silly tournaments.
“He was so uncoordinated,” says
Lifeson, laughing. “It was hilarious
watching him try to swing at a ball.”
Lee: “Remember the one where he
nearly hit somebody? He drove the
ball and pulled it so fast. There was
somebody sitting on a golf cart,
and they had to hit the deck ’cos it
would probably have killed them.”
But the pièce de résistance? That
would be the exploding golf ball.
“So somebody puts one of these
things on the tee for him without him
knowing,” says Lifeson. “And he drove
the ball and it exploded in this big
cloud of powder.”
He does an uncanny impression of
a livid Peart, face like thunder. “He
was, like, [makes furiously grumpy
muttering noises].”
The guitarist is almost crying with
laughter now. “He never came to the
golf tournaments again.”
THE ROCK & ROLL HALL OF FAME INDUCTION CEREMONY, LOS ANGELES, 2014.
Geddy Lee and Alex Lifeson both agree that the best time to have been in Rush was in the early 1980s, around the time of Permanent Waves and Moving Pictures.
“A Farewell To Kings and Hemispheres
were both intense records to make, and
we felt like we were starting to repeat
ourselves,” says Lee. “We decided,
‘OK, we’re going to change what we
do and not get tied up in all these
large ‘C’ concepts.’ And it freed us up.
The music on Permanent Waves, to me,
is really joyful.” He laughs. “Well, as
joyful as we get.”
“We'd gone from being an opening
act to a middle act to headliner — we
were building, building, building,” says
Lifeson. “We were bringing in more
people that were familiar with our
music. With Moving Pictures it was 10
times what the previous period was. It
was a really exciting time to be part of.”
That period — bridging the beloved
prog epics of the 1970s and the more
divisive synth era of the 1980s — was
more than just the point where Rush
kicked to the next level. It was also
a big middle finger to the critics who
had spent much of the previous decade
crucifying Rush for their perceived sins,
mostly musical but sometimes political.
“Of course that stuff hurts,” admits
Lee. “You try to inure yourself against
the bad press: ‘Well, you shouldn’t read
too much into what they say, there are
lots of cheering fans out there...’ But
some part of you always wants to be
liked. And some of the criticism aimed
at us seemed unusually...”
Lifeson: “Nasty.”
“Not just nasty,” says Lee, “but out
of context. Some of it I get: ‘OK, it’s
not your bag.’ But all the bullshit
political stuff...”
He’s referring to the accusation that
Rush were ‘fascists’, sparked by the fact
that Peart’s lyrics for 2112 were inspired
by libertarian author Ayn Rand — an
especially egregious claim given the
suffering Lee’s Jewish parents endured
at the hands of the Nazis.
“I can laugh about it all now,” he
says. “Especially the stuff about my
voice. I’ve been called everything you
can imagine: the damned howling in
Hades, Mickey Mouse that swallowed
razor blades.”
Around 15 or 16 years ago, something
strange happened. Rush became cool.
Not just cool in the rock world, but
cool in the real world, too. Everybody
from the Foo Fighters’ Dave Grohl
and Rage Against The Machine’s Tom
Morello to Hollywood stars such as
Paul Rudd, Jack Black and the guys
behind South Park suddenly began
shouting about what a brilliant band
they were. Rolling Stone — a magazine
that had poured more scorn on them
than most in the 1970s — stuck them
on the cover. Even the cultural
gatekeepers at the Rock & Roll Hall Of Fame deigned to unchain their doors and let them in.
“Yeah, we were kind of cynical about
it until the induction night,” says Lee
of the latter. “There were 4,000 people
in that room and 3,800 of them were
Rush fans. [Then-Rolling Stone editor-
in-chief and Hall Of Fame boss] Jann
Wenner went up to talk about us. All
he said was, ‘From Toronto, Canada...’,
and before he could finish the sentence,
the place went fucking nuts. You have
to have some kind of hard heart not to
be moved by that. We went from being
cynical to being grateful and humbled.”
Lee leans forward on the sofa and
fixes Prog with a stare.
“And I never swallowed razor blades.”
THE ROCK & ROLL HALL OF FAME, CLEVELAND, NOVEMBER 2025.
The night before the announcement went out that Rush were reforming, Geddy Lee and Alex Lifeson were being interviewed by Washington Post
journalist Geoff Edgers at the Rock
& Roll Hall Of Fame in Cleveland.
The crowd that night weren’t
expecting any big surprises, though
the fact that they had been required
to sign an NDA might have seemed
suspicious to anyone who was
paying attention.
“So we were having this chat, and
in the middle of it, he asked us, ‘So,
will you guys ever tour again?’ says
Lee. “And Alex and I looked at each
other and we said, ‘Well... we are
going out in 2026.’ And the crowd
laughed. And then they realised
we weren't kidding, and they just
melted down.”
So who was the first musician to
tap you up for tickets? Dave Grohl?
Jack Black?
“Dave reached out about a week
later,” says Lee. “He was... effusive.”
“[Red Hot Chili Peppers’] Chad
Smith... Danny Carey...” says Lifeson with a laugh. “I don’t know. There were SO many.”
If the news of Rush’s return was
a fabulous shock, the announcement of
who’d be drumming for them was only
marginally less surprising. The person
tasked with filling Peart’s seemingly
unfillable shoes is Anika Nilles, best
known as a member of Jeff Beck’s band.
It was an unexpected choice on the
face of it. Nilles is hugely respected
in drumming circles, but not widely
known outside of it. Today, Lee and
Lifeson both insist they didn’t consider
anyone else — not Danny Carey nor
Chad Smith nor Dream Theater’s Mike
Portnoy or any of the other big names
thrown around in conjunction with
Rush over the years.
“I love Danny, he’d be a fantastic
guy to do this with,” says Lee. “Chad
Smith is a great pal, and he loves
playing with us and we love playing
with him. But in my mind, I was
looking for someone who didn’t have those associations. I wanted someone
from a different world.
“And Anika turned out to be perfect.
She had the goods. She can really play.
Her personality was so easy, she’s so
great to work with. And she’s not afraid
of the scrutiny.”
“I remember having a conversation
with my friend Les,” he continues,
referring to Les Claypool of Primus,
whose own drummer had recently left.
“He said, [does a spot-on impression],
“Yeah, we have 5,000 people apply for
the Primus job.’ And when he heard
about Anika, he called me and said,
‘What? You went for one!”
LONDON, JANUARY 2026.
We're talking to Lee and Lifeson in
mid-January, 2026. The first part of
the biggest comeback tour of the
decade doesn’t start for another six
months. It’s unlikely that Rush are
going to give much away about their
plans, but let’s try.
Have you started rehearsing yet?
Lee: “Yes.”
How are you feeling about it?
Lee: “Good.”
You have said you’ve been rehearsing
38 songs...
Lee: “It’s 39 as of yesterday.”
What’s the song you’ve added?
Lee (smiling): “I can’t tell you.”
What about the other songs?
Lee: “I can’t tell you that either.”
Are you playing the hits? Throwing
in a few curveballs?
Lee: “We're trying to cover as many
records as we can and have some
variety. We’re playing a lot of the songs
that people want to hear, but there are
some songs that we haven’t played in
a really long time.”
Lifeson: “We're not playing 39 songs
a night, I can guarantee you that. We
won't be playing for more than two
hours and 20 minutes. But if you come
back the next night, 40% of the songs
will be different. And the same the night
after that. And the night after that.”
Do you see the touring extending
beyond this new set of dates you
have announced?
Lee: “Don’t know.”
Do you want it to?
Lee: “Let’s see how we’re feeling.”
Lifeson: “Let’s see how our bodies
are doing.”
Will this lead to new Rush music?
Lee: “Well, we started this off by
jamming, so it’s possible. But let’s see
if we can stand each other after a year
of this.”
Lifeson: “Or if we can still stand
[laughs].”
Really, it’s a bit late in the day for
Geddy Lee and Alex Lifeson to have
another falling out. They tried that all
those years ago when Lee was kicked
out of the band, and look how that
turned out.
Instead, those two kids who bonded
over a typing class and marijuana have
stuck together like glue for 60 years,
and the strange little band they built
over that time has become something
unique and special.
“I can’t explain why we mean so
much to so many people,” says Geddy
Lee. “The music is part of it, and the
negative press we got galvanised
people’s love of what we did. Of course,
Neil’s lyrics speak to a lot of people
— they’ve gone through alienation,
they’ve gone through loss. And we’re
very honest about what we do. We’re
not pretending to be anything we’re
not. We’re not putting on makeup
and going out onstage in high heels.
“Well...” says Alex Lifeson, inevitably grabbing the last word, “we still might.”
Roger Kneebend is the great
lost Rush producer. While the
names of Terry Brown, Peter
Collins, Rupert Hine and,
latterly, Nick Raskulinecz are
etched into the band’s lore, Kneebend
has been all but forgotten. Unsurprising,
given both his brief time in the band’s
orbit and the fact that he was an Action Man-style kids’ doll.
This was late 1983 and Rush were,
in the words of one of the songs that
had appeared on the previous year’s
Signals album, losing it. The reason
for their ails was the struggle to find
a producer for their follow-up. After
parting company with the talismanic
Terry Brown, who had worked on their
first nine records, they approached
everyone from Steve Lillywhite to
Trevor Horn, only for every door to
slam in their face. Now the clock was
ticking and the pressure was rising.
Enter Roger Kneebend.
“We adopted ‘Roger Kneebend’
as our mascot producer — a 10”-tall
action doll [formerly owned by
Geddy’s son, Julian] replete with
flippers and wetsuit,” recalled Neil
Peart of this unlikely studio guru.
“He was placed prominently atop Alex’s tape machine, so he could stay on top of the recording.”
In the end, Roger Kneebend stepped
aside when the desperate trio finally
recruited an actual flesh-and-blood
producer in the form of Peter
Henderson. But the stresses that had
brought them to that point weren’t
about to abate. In fact they were only
going to intensify.
“I remember far too much about that
album,” says Geddy Lee with a groan.
“It was incredibly difficult to make.”
The album he’s referring to is Grace
Under Pressure, whose elegant title carried a multitude of meanings, not
least a sizable nod to the strain of its
creation. The second album of their
‘synth era’, it offered a more guitar-
heavy corrective to Signals’ radical
and divisive sonic left-turn, though it
was still greeted with suspicion and
sometimes hostility by the more
dug-in sections of Rush’s fanbase,
who missed the heavy, side-long
sci-fi suites.
More than 40 years on, Grace Under
Pressure has transcended the struggles
that surrounded it. It features three of
the band’s all-time-great songs in Red
Sector A, Distant Early Warning and
Afterimage. Its of-the-moment sound
went from modish to dated, but in
the anything-goes 2020s it sounds
surprisingly fresh once more. And it
contains some of Neil Peart’s most
insightful and emotional lyrics and
concepts. Although, the less said
about the mullets and shiny jackets
that accompanied it the better.
“I don’t know what I was thinking,”
says Geddy Lee of the bouffanted
beaver paddle he sported at the time.
“Other than it was the 80s.”
Rush’s march into that bold new
decade had begun at the very start of
it, with 1980’s comparatively compact
Permanent Waves. The following year’s
Moving Pictures had streamlined their
sound further, with the Police-inspired,
reggae-tinged closing track Vital Signs
providing a bridge to 1982’s Signals.
The latter was barely recognisable as
the work of the band that had made
2112 just six years earlier.
“We were listening to so many bands
in that period that were doing great
stuff: Ultravox, Propaganda, Tears For
Fears,” says Lee, whose ever-growing
collection of “synth toys” included an
Oberheim OB-1, OB-Xa and DSX sequencers, plus a PPG Wave 2.2 synth,
as used by everyone from Depeche
Mode to David Bowie. “We wanted to
stretch our music.”
While some longtime Rush fans
argued that they’d stretched it too far
with Signals, the band were determined
to stick to this gleaming new path. But
they were aware of a painful issue that
needed addressing.
“We loved Terry Brown; we still do,”
says Lee. “He was a real mentor, a real
teacher. But we felt like we could
predict everything he was going to say
before he said it. We were starving for
new ideas, new input, new production
methods, new ways to work. We
weren’t gonna get that from Terry.”
Signals would be the last album the
band made with Brown.
“It was a big decision,” says Alex
Lifeson. “But we needed to do it.”
Rush were confident that they could
attract a big-name producer who shared
their vision. Two names at the very top
of their list were former The Buggles/
Yes frontman Trevor Horn, who had
recently worked with Sheffield dandies
ABC on their massive Lexicon Of Love
album, and Steve Lillywhite, a rising
hotshot whose CV included Peter
Gabriel’s third solo record, XTC’s Drums
& Wires and U2’s first three albums.
The band met with Horn but nothing
came of it. Lillywhite was a different
matter. He agreed to produce Rush’s
new album. Not only was he a skilled
studio operator, but he would bring
a little mainstream legitimacy to the
band. It was the perfect union. Or it
was until Lillywhite suddenly changed
his mind.
“So there we are, we think we have
a deal with Steve Lillywhite — and then
he bails on us,” says Lee, sounding
exasperated even now. “We’re two or
three weeks away from recording, and
suddenly we have no producer.”
What followed was an increasingly
desperate scramble to find
a replacement. They cast their net
as wide as possible, hoping to pull in
someone they could work with.
“So every producer we can think
of who is not already booked is flying
in to meet us in this little chalet in
Northern Ontario that we had hidden
away in to write songs,” says Lee.
“Oh man, there was so much pressure.
It was not good. It caused so many
problems in my home life. But I was
so obsessed with finding the right
producer that it took up all my brain space.”
Eventually they found a candidate
who seemed to fit the bill. Peter
Henderson was a Brit who had learned
his craft working with The Beatles’
engineer Geoff Emerick. Henderson had
engineered albums by Wings, Frank
Zappa, Split Enz and more, though his
only production credits were on three Supertramp albums, starting with 1979’s smash Breakfast In America.
“We wanted a producer that wasn’t
an engineer, but we couldn’t find
anybody, so we shifted gears,” says Lee. “Then we found Peter Henderson: he did great Supertramp records, Geoff Emerick trained him, he knows what he’s fucking doing. And he was a really great engineer. But it turned out that he wasn’t really a producer.”
Rush hadn’t been idle on the songwriting front during their search for a producer. With the 10”-tall Roger Kneebend keeping an eye on them from his vantage point on Alex Lifeson’s tape machine, they’d begun amassing music for their 10th album.
Among them were the songs that
would define its sound and overarching
theme of transcending moments of
stress, be they personal, political or
societal. Distant Early Warning, the
album’s eventual opening track,
used fears of both nuclear attack
and natural collapse as a jumping off
point for an exploration of what it
means to be human at a time of
all-enveloping anxiety.
“It was a time of crisis in the world
and I was looking around and seeing
my friends unemployed and having
a very bad time,” explained Peart in 1984. “Inflation was rampant
everywhere and people were basically
in trouble. The world looked dark.
That album to me was a tremendous
statement of compassion and empathy
with the world.”
Red Sector A and Afterimage were
no less personal, but in different ways.
The former took its title from the VIP
section of the Cape Kennedy Space Centre where Rush had witnessed the
launch of the very first space shuttle,
Columbia, in 1981, but lyrically, it was
partly inspired by the experiences of
Lee’s parents in the concentration
camps of Germany in the Second
World War.
Afterimage was a eulogy to Robbie
Whelan, a young tape operator at Le
Studio who had worked on every Rush
album since Permanent Waves. He and
Peart had become especially close, with
Whelan even teaching the drummer
how to ski during downtime. Whelan
had been killed in a car crash on the
way to the studio earlier that year,
and his death hit the band hard.
“Afterimage is based on the idea
that when someone goes, there are
a number of lives they left their mark
upon,” Peart told Classic Rock in 2012.
“When some people go, I feel that kind
of wrench. That’s why I wrote in that
song: ‘I try to believe...’ But you can’t
believe in that kind of stuff.”
Elsewhere, Rush continued the
experimentation they’d begun on Signals. The Enemy Within was
propelled by a jagged, reggae-adjacent
pulse, Kid Gloves was a purposeful hard
rocker with a monumental chorus,
while the keyboard fanfares of Between the Wheel provided a nicely uplifting
climax. The only misfire was Red
Lenses, which proved that some bands
just shouldn’t try funk.
If the songs were fine, the process
of actually getting them on tape wasn’t.
Work began on Grace Under Pressure
in November 1983. Henderson was
an amiable guy to be around, but he
wasn’t the strong hand on the tiller
that Rush needed.
“Everything about making that
record was like pulling teeth,” says
Lifeson. “Peter was a great engineer, and the sounds were spectacular, but
he wasn’t a decisive presence. He could
never make a call on the final mix.
We realised that we were kind of
producing ourselves.”
Their mood wasn’t helped by the
fact that Quebec was suffering one
of the worst winters anyone could
remember. When they made Signals
at Le Studio, they’d spent their
downtime playing volleyball. This
time the weather was so bad they
rarely ventured outside.
“It was very, very cold for weeks,”
says Lifeson. “That keeps you indoors
and cloistered. It was like The Shining.”
In the end, Rush and Henderson
wrapped up Grace Under Pressure in
March 1984, four months after they
started it.
“It took so long to make that record,”
says Lee. “Much longer than it needed
to take. By the time it was finished,
we were drained.”
Grace Under Pressure was released
on April 12, 1984. It was housed in a striking sleeve by regular cover artist Hugh Syme, packed with Easter eggs relating to the album’s overarching concept. Like
Signals before it, Grace Under Pressure
reached the US Top 10 and UK Top 5.
Importantly for the fans whose noses
had been put out of joint by the
previous album’s shiny surfaces, Alex
Lifeson was more prominent this time.
“Al’s guitar has more presence than
it did on Signals,” says Lee. “It plays
a larger role, which is something we
really wanted to establish — that
keyboard-guitar interplay.”
A new box set released in March
underlines what a great and oddly
underappreciated album Grace Under
Pressure is. The combination of
electronics with Lifeson’s brittle,
shapeshifting guitar gives it
a crystalline quality that no other
Rush album possesses. Ironically, the set includes a brand-new mix of the album by Terry Brown, the producer who Rush parted company with just before they started work on
it, ushering in one of the most stressful
periods of their career.
“Terry actually called us up and
said he wanted to remix Grace Under
Pressure,” says Lifeson. “He hasn’t
changed it radically, but it just sounds
bigger. But that’s testament to Peter
Henderson. He recorded those tracks
really well.”
“I liked that album at the time and
I like it now,” says Lee. “I’d just never
want to go through making it again.”
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